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sâmbătă, 2 martie 2013

all along it was a fever....

all along it was a fever....

he said he couldn't emotionally attach to me. Not really sure how to feel about it. He said our relationship was perfect. is not much of a life you're living. round and round and round he comes to my head...wispering to me. he cried after he left back to rome. not really sure how to feel about it. long distance relationship..everyone says it won't work. i'm tired to listen to everybody else. then again, he didn't do EVERYTHING to hold on to me...to us. He lied  and i am absolutely convinced he lied to me when he said he doesn't have feelings for me. A man who cries when he leaves is a man with feelings. And i am tired to think what if. he left. he left me. he left us. and i sure miss him. not really sure how to feel about it. what should i do?  i still talk to him, he still has OUR pictures posted on facebook, so it isn't another woman involved...then again, why did he leave me? he said we are from two different worlds, but i'll be damned if i wouldn't choose his and leave behind my career. At the end of the day when you return home and you sleep alone, you don't really care that you have acomplished great, or that's how other sees it, great things on your own, without mommy or daddy's or even an old lover's help. ;) it's not much of a life i'm living..round and round i go, now tell me now tell me now what should i do ? 'cause it hurts me a lot.....